Thank you, Jack

its good

like first name

ahnaf abrar

feel you

its good short few pages

that looks like my instagram account

your feed looks like my tumblr

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Worse Lift

no like which do people call me

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Better Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

December 2025

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brb i will read and reply sincerely

abrar?

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

isaac newton

i understand

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

barren land

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class