but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Style

is this you as well

plato

was it worth it

autonomy of learning


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos



Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

the site i am dreaming

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

what do you think my name is

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


I am below everything.

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"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

in a post. I want to be remembered