After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

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The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

as in

lol

magnetisation/form

or never left

autonomy of learning

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

its performative

so the method has to be autonomous

I am below everything.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

propensity within someone

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

IWGD

idk

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

yeah