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Better Lift

autonomy of learning

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thank you, Jack

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Can I see

I Write Goodbye Letter

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

this will be about a slug

send link

wait what is that

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

whats your name?

no i haven't really read anything

no longer writing in the third person

your feed looks like my tumblr