we need to be deconstructing our identities

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after dusk, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

brb i will read and reply sincerely

send link

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Today I felt like starting


isaac

and the fake qualifier

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Better Lift