After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

kind of mythopoesis

really i want the internet

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Better Lift

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17