okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

like magnets

is this you as well

feel you

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

autonomy of learning

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

you cannot feed someone truth

all that is to say

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books



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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

no like which do people call me


i really havent

Can I see

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class