to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

yes

It Will Get Lighter

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

i dont understand magnetisation
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

like first name

I am below everything.

no i haven't really read anything

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

have you read

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

what do you mean

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

was it worth it

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i was tempted to lie about my name