I am below everything.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Today I felt like starting

I Write Goodbye Letter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

wait what is that

you cannot feed someone truth

which magnetises chains of pins

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Can I see

Picture

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

isaac

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i really havent

sorry i am texting like a slav

i dont understand magnetisation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

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division of reality is straying away from it

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.