i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

you have a beautiful account btw

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

really i want the internet

it is hopeful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

but really the thing should be autonomous

so at the end

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its performative

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

you cannot feed someone truth

not their contents