it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

December 2025

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

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Slug

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

2 (actually index). two is company

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

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Today I felt like starting

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Worse Lift

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41



yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

i dont understand magnetisation

"Put a blanket."