Rain, starting

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

the site i am dreaming




Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

...

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.


Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

wait what is that

...

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

and the fake qualifier

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

plato

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.