i really havent

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

13, H, grate

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

no longer writing in the third person

Today I felt like starting

I am below everything.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46