the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
propensity within someone
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
its performative
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
you cannot feed someone truth
not their contents
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
all that is to say
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
fw
so the method has to be autonomous
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.