idk

i dont understand magnetisation

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

lol yea

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

is this you as well

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

fw

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

was it worth it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

division of reality is straying away from it

propensity within someone

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

It Will Get Lighter

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Rain, starting

i really havent

13, H, grate

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

2 (actually index). two is company

in a post. I want to be remembered

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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