so at the end

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous

have you read

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Picture

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It Will Get Lighter

not their contents

or never left

its performative

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

currently

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

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in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.