Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Today I felt like starting
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
was it worth it
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
lol yea
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
idk
isaac
brb i will read and reply sincerely
hiding from the rain
lol
fw
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
i understand
the site i am dreaming