part of an old note. It will get lighter.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone truth

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

we need to be deconstructing our identities

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

the site i am dreaming

its good

i love it here

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wait what is that

idk

i dont understand magnetisation

and the fake qualifier

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

2 (actually index). two is company

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i really havent

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

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that looks like my instagram account

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

barren land

division of reality is straying away from it

i see a website