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It Will Get Lighter

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i see a website

Rain, starting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Lift Analysis

13, H, grate

1

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Worse Lift

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.