I Write Goodbye Letter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Can I see

it is hopeful

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

have you read

i was tempted to lie about my name

we can only engage in such a way

autonomy of learning

It Will Get Lighter

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

is this you as well

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
lol yea

Style

idk

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its good

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13