there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

it is hopeful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Rain, starting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Style

brb i will read and reply sincerely

currently

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

1

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

idk

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away