Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
I am below everything.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
it is hopeful
hiding from the rain
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Better Lift
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
bro i read nothing in my life