it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

in a post. I want to be remembered

what do you mean

yeah

division of reality is straying away from it

It Will Get Lighter

all that is to say

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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so an active mazelike process

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

so the method has to be autonomous

feel you

much more tactility

13, H, grate

ion

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

I Write Goodbye Letter