They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

or never left

Today I felt like starting

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

much more tactility

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

like first name

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

division of reality is straying away from it

is everyoneback on tumblr now

so the method has to be autonomous

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books