so an active mazelike process
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
whats your name?
all that is to say
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
ahnaf abrar
send link
isaac
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
autonomy of learning
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
god being the centre magnet