It Will Get Lighter

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thank you, Jack

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Rain, starting

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

abrar?

i see a website

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

1

fw

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

as in

thank you

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.