we can only engage in such a way

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

IWGD

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i love it here

it is hopeful

Better Lift

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i want to do that too

Better Lift

we need to be deconstructing our identities

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Picture

so an active mazelike process

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter