okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

December 2025

hello reader,

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

send link

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but really the thing should be autonomous

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Lift Analysis

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

bro i read nothing in my life

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

IWGD

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was it worth it

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

its good

you cannot feed someone truth

no longer writing in the third person