but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Today I felt like starting

it is hopeful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

"Put a blanket."

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

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in a post. I want to be remembered

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