i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

no longer writing in the third person

Today I felt like starting


the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but really the thing should be autonomous

i see a website

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


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