think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I Write Goodbye Letter

autonomy of learning

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

i have read not even 1 book

as in

feel you

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

plato

It Will Get Lighter

its good

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so at the end

bro i read nothing in my life

its good short few pages

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

I am below everything.

was it worth it

currently

barren land

Rain, starting

no i haven't really read anything

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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