way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

really i want the internet

i see a website

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

kind of mythopoesis

but i respect your search

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

what do you think my name is

It Will Get Lighter

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

ahnaf abrar

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

division of reality is straying away from it

i was tempted to lie about my name

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

so at the end

abrar?

Can I see

what do you mean