that looks like my instagram account

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

abrar?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

lol yea

lol

no like which do people call me

or never left

plato

we can only engage in such a way

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book


was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It Will Get Lighter

bro i read nothing in my life

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i really havent

feel you

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting

is everyoneback on tumblr now

ahnaf abrar