in a post. I want to be remembered

like first name

not their contents

...

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

division of reality is straying away from it

so the method has to be autonomous

its good

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

wait what is that

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

hello reader,

and the fake qualifier

is this you as well

ahnaf abrar

its good

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

all that is to say

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

kind of mythopoesis

13, H, grate

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.