really i want the internet

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

god being the centre magnet

yeah

sorry i am texting like a slav

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so the method has to be autonomous

propensity within someone

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

was it worth it

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Lift Analysis

the site i am dreaming

and the fake qualifier

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

13, H, grate