nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

abrar?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

plato

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

your feed looks like my tumblr

i understand

send your tumblr

have you read

But seriously, thank you, Jack

its performative


...

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.


I Write Goodbye Letter

is this you as well

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

i love it here

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

propensity within someone

not so on: yvf(wthw)

December 2025

so an active mazelike process