i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

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okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you, Jack

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation 

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brb i will read and reply sincerely

like magnets

magnetises a pin

this will be about a slug

isaac

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me


its good short few pages

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

its good

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

sorry i am texting like a slav

it is hopeful

was it worth it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

but really the thing should be autonomous

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

which magnetises chains of pins