that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

really i want the internet

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thank you, Jack

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

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Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so an active mazelike process

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no longer writing in the third person

we can only engage in such a way

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate