brb i will read and reply sincerely

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

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Today I felt like starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain


I am below everything.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thank you, Jack

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.