sorry i am texting like a slav

no i haven't really read anything

like first name

its good short few pages

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

its good

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

and the fake qualifier

the site i am dreaming

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I Write Goodbye Letter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

December 2025

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08