with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

it is hopeful

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


"Put a blanket."

currently

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


like magnets

plato

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Can I see

have you read

plato

its good short few pages

what do you mean

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you