ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

really i want the internet

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Picture

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

hiding from the rain

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

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