part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i really havent

was it worth it

no like which do people call me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

this will be about a slug

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It Will Get Lighter

whats your name?

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.


This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i have read not even 1 book

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch



The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

It Will Get Lighter


stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

hiding from the rain

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we need to be deconstructing our identities

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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