Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we can only engage in such a way

so the method has to be autonomous

propensity within someone

as in

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

what do you think my name is

division of reality is straying away from it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

no like which do people call me

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

and the fake qualifier

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

is this you as well

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yes

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

no longer writing in the third person

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i really havent

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

like first name

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life