the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Picture

sorry i am texting like a slav

i have read not even 1 book

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

is everyoneback on tumblr now

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

Slug

like magnets

all that is to say

i understand

the site i am dreaming

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

god being the centre magnet

It Will Get Lighter

or never left

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i was tempted to lie about my name

really i want the internet

in a post. I want to be remembered

Rain, starting

is this you as well

It Will Get Lighter