no longer writing in the third person

is everyoneback on tumblr now

what do you mean

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

you cannot feed someone truth

propensity within someone

autonomy of learning

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

sorry i am texting like a slav

i want to do that too

or never left

its performative

i dont understand magnetisation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we can only engage in such a way

like first name

whats your name?

lol yea

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

not their contents

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf abrar

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i have read not even 1 book

its good

as in

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41