in a post. I want to be remembered

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Style

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It Will Get Lighter

is this you as well

abrar?

what do you think my name is

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in