theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

lol

all that is to say

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

yeah

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

and the fake qualifier

is this you as well

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i love it here

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
this will be about a slug
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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

its good

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

wait what is that

much more tactility

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

feel you

was it worth it

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life