Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
no longer writing in the third person
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Today I felt like starting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
and the fake qualifier
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
like magnets
currently
which magnetises chains of pins
no i haven't really read anything
its good
i understand
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
in a post. I want to be remembered
isaac newton