a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Picture

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


IWGD

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

we can only engage in such a way

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its performative

Better Lift

have you read

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.